Woke up at 02:00 in the morning and worked till 04:00.
Crashed at 14:00 today and woke up from my couch at 16 O’something.
Biker’s high with a bank crash. One of my couches crashed too; probably because I sat on top of the back. And yes I’m a bit heavy nowadays.
Like a light switch; my headache and nausea switched on. The spring sun too bright to handle; I fled under my blanket of fleece.
I feel releaved and sad at the same time. Because when you get better by a miracle it would be incredible scary; a life turning event. So I am releaved (I don’t know how to spell that, my mind is blurry. Only a vague notion of words) – that I know me now. A sleepy hibernating amazon bear.