My mind is smart today. This might seem a little odd thing to say, but cleaning is a difficult job. One needs focus, strategy and a balanced mind to do it. Anyway this morning I was simply able to do just that in minutes. Organizing what has to be done; however most of the time I’m not able to do it and therefore my house ends up as a chaotic place. And I walk around as a chicken without ahead desperate to make something out of it.<\/p>\n
Now try to explain this to someone. Our worlds consist a lot of how it should be and how we are. At the moment if you are in a chaotic state your world fluctuates because of this constant imbalance in senses; you get a whole new challenge. Things are just not easy and the question is how we let people participate with this variety of ineffective behavior. And I think nature already solved it because it is extremely flexible and adaptive system. So yes I’m still looking at natural organic systems for this and how they do it.<\/p>\n
In this light addiction is a very rigid system and also very ineffective as means of life. It has an huge impact on decision making and on senses too. So I asked myself why am I not capable of addiction? Why is my system different? And than it strikes me that I have two thresholds that prevent me to get addictions; one is being bored. I hate doing repetitive things whatever it is and secondly my metabolism hates repetitive food, nutrients whatever I take in. So eggs, bread, chicken, sucker or name it I can eat it a lot until my stomach complaints or my systems jams and than I know I had too much of something and I need to switch in order to get the system back to functioning normal. And this has been who I am since early youth.<\/p>\n
Thus it strikes me I have no understanding whatsoever of addictions. I get along fine with theory but I know I would never experience it myself. What is this longing that makes you lie or do whatever to fulfill a need to such an extend it destroys you. And I believe that an addiction is precisely that. So are animals and plant capable of addiction? Let find that out on Google. And C U on my next rambling. Have a nice weekend! <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
My mind is smart today. This might seem a little odd thing to say, but cleaning is a difficult job. …