Now is the time! These words from a song cross my thoughts. Words that are changed by the focus of the mind. I did have my walk yesterday; it lasted longer than I thought because my legs where hurting so much. Headache started left and is now on my right side. Hot flashes as if I have fever. Anyway I slept like my life depends on it. And it does as I wrestle through time I feel me slipping away.
It is my annual check up. But I don’t want anything to do with it. Frankly I don’t care. Slowly salty tears mingle with hot waves of anger. They simply ruined my body and mostly lied to me. I’m sick and tired of the arrogance of doctors. I feel really bad about it and the pain they caused is beyond repair. As my body is too…..
It is like being sold to dr Faustus; only I can’t remember having sold my soul to anyone. And if you read it use your imagination because I know a person who understands this post. And this is for that person. So don’t feel puzzled just surf on.
I stay in bed and pay the 40 Euro fine. As if I would go for a one day vacation to an hotel.
Once again don’t interpret me. You can’t because my metaphors have at least three layers of meaning. And only I know how to decode them. I need privacy after all in a public cyberspace.